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i'll give you that eventually.

don't try and tell me what to enjoy

this time my smiles more real

i could tell you they captured me

..... but you wouldn't believe me.

this isn't happiness

This city is haunted...

she looks good, but you look better

you wont live us out

R.I.P
you were more then the winds whistling summer breeze
i love you and i miss you more than anything shivers.

sowing season

come home to bed

you're true

Where are you now I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming

if you go

Cause I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter, since I met you
Honey you should know, that I could never go on without you

the queen is dead

time together, is never quite enough

don't read this

I know you never meant to do everything you put me through
It's okay I forgive you
Just know that when you see me cringe sometimes
I'm trying to rid the poison from my mind

you're my smile

hold me closer.

she promises the earth to me

lets travel the world, stay in thousands of differnent hotels, motels. see different sunrises and sunsets. lets travel and meet wild people. stay together and hold hands when we run to hop our next train. lets travel the world and act like its 1969.

calling me back again.

you wont hear a laugh that could brighten the world like hers does.

from saturdays to mondays

time to time

sick of lousy goodbyes

falling.

its not just the way you say hello

or the way you say goodbye

its not just the way you love me

or the way i love you

its the way it all falls together.

the textures coat my skin

You're so gorgeous I'll do anything I'll kiss you from your feet
To where your head begins You're so perfect

You're so right as rain You make me

Make me hungry again

don't say a word

The words rolled off our backs and sound the same
I'll be waiting, I'll be waiting

I hope that it's worth it but I'll never know

i never told you but,

i would do anything to make you smile. anything.

wonderland

one mile to every inch of your skin like porcelain
one pair of candy lips and your bubblegum tongue

something about the way your hair falls in your face
i love the shape you take when crawling towards the pillowcase

8am

i'm in love with the world, through the (eyes of a girl)

you are.

{If you'd} be my breath, there's nothing I wouldn't give.

what she wants

i'm dirty, filthy, cheap, selfish, stressful, high maintenance, expensive, rotten, and a lot to handle.

she thinks it's sexy.

she loves it, she needs it, she has it.

only you.

We all sing glory.
We all choke ourselves with our own ignorance.
There is so much more to life than your stupid desires.
Nothing is everything, and everything is something.
Confused? Troubled?

underneath

summers kept well occupied.

winters kept well warm.

taught me well

Drink up baby, look at the stars
I'll kiss you again between the bars
Where I'm seeing you there with your hands in the air

more room to fly

i'm up in the woods, i'm down on my mind.
i'm building a sill, to slow down the time.

show me where it hurts

last chance

don't read this

breathe me

sensativity

Let's shoot some drugs and fall in love,
'cause I feel like...

And you're sick all the time
It's a constant battle with sunshine
But I love the way you electrify.
There's something very damaged about you,
But I've got a bad habit of never giving up
Even when you want me to

you know it's real

stay here

Give me more than one grasp 

To satisfy this hungryness 

We're creatures of the wind 

Wild is the wind 

You touch me 

I hear the sound of mandolins 

You kiss me 

With your kiss my life begins

Just pretend that you love me

and be my babe.

(Burn it down) Outside your cold lips again
(Come around) You've set on me but you are not the sun
You will not listen

showing me the meaning

Then I knew the difference between worrying and caring

poems

remember when you looked into my eyes and told me stories.

you were intellegent.

no lies just love

just so you know that you have me in gallons of tears.

remember me

young hearts be free tonight

he once said...

don't read this

you're worth the midnight trip

chemistry

im not fantasizing.

i don't do that...

crystalised

And you just keep on getting closer (When you're the one that I've kept closest)

Go slow

sometimes, I still need you

her eyes, they shine so clear.

lets fucking go

kick and push

one false move

heart skipped a beat

if i could only see you like this again. happy. reasonable. settled.

no smoking

don't read this

shes even good with my animals

listen to this

http://www.myspace.com/violentkin

i could stay here, become someone different

the view photoshoot.

now the sky is turning blue

maggots in the eye of love

light my candles in a daze

you need me like a bad habit

*really though
*something about you
*i just know it

what's it gonna be.

Let's not talk about it
We never did so why start now
Let's just go back to your place
And not talk about it there
I was thinking, we should sleep in separate beds
but the heat's gone to my head
Let's get tired at the same time (tonight)

don't read this

today the wind blew harder than usual.
the leaves fell off the trees and gracefully landed on the ground.
a few landed in my hair as well.
"i like the look of the houses in the fall" she said.
they're so dull, so aged, so broken down.. yet so fucking beautiful.
just like your face.
have i ever told you that? no. i really havent.
but you can read this and wonder if its for you, or for another dearly beloved.
or if i actually ment that your face is so aged, dull and broken down.
i will leave that for you to guess at.

to weird to live, to rare to die

don't read this

you're snoring right now

don't read this

the smell of you lingers on my clothes now

don't read this

i dressed myself nice today, but you never came. I put my make up on more perfectly than any other day, i even ironed my clothes. No creases at all, i know how much you hate them. My hair was faultless. My shoes were blameless. But, my eyes were dull.

you never showed.

don't read this

i dare you, look into my eyes and dare me.

don't read this

" You. I'm crazy for you. I was just half sleeping and you were in my dream "

please dont think that this was easy

This is to a girl
who got into my head
with all the pretty things she did.
This is to a girl
who got into my head
with all these fucked up things i did.

i've always been there.

boats and birds

i'm breathing her words, shes loosing her patience. our hands use to be intertwined, and our hearts use to be inlove, but simple words and simple feelings can change your world. I use to be so fallen into you, but life has its glitches. You are still here, your ghost lingers my room. my enternity. I've thought about you every day since. My feet are cold and i just remember how you would have done something about that. You have learned to make me feel confident, act confident and be confident. My heart still feels for you, you are what i need, but you are not what i can have. It's okay, you are perfect. I get tense and stressed when i think about seeing you, although your face is probably the most perfect sight ever known. I take a sip of my tea, relax and think of you. In my place, i was lost.. but i thought of you and dreams became reality. I'll strive for you. Forever. Dream of me, Remember me.

the perfect became the imperfection

but thats okay, because everything happens for a reason. Things will work out, you just have to go with what may come. Our lives are perfect, and we are not together. Nothing survives, but you and i always will. Secretly together.

my head use to be all there, but with your absence, it's in space. i am displaced.

up all day, got demonds to fight.

she won't know

'Cause you're so good at talking smack, you heart attack
But you're the apple of my eye anyway '

My smiling face
That's on my head
it's on a silver plate

don't read this

i cant even look at myself in the mirror really, so i wouldnt be suprised if you could. I'm a real fuck up.. it's nothing i can change really. i change my mind regularly and i don't ever know what i truly want. i can't be loyal. god knows why. It's not you. It's the way i've been taught. I'm sad. I'm a wreck, and when it comes down to it.. i have a perfect life. With the perfect family.. perfect friends and all that jazz. But my mind, you see it's not all there. Not clear at all. I dont know. I can't even put my feelings into words because it's not all there. I havent cried in about 10 months.. maybe here and there for the stupid reasons. i can't cry anymore. i have nothing left to cry.

don't read this

See this winged boy falling
Falling out of something
Hits the drug I'm needing

Arrows that he's turning
Need to keep this feeling
Slow drug in the morning