don't read this

I "end conversation" on my phone everytime i say something to you so i won't be tempted to keep writting and telling you things. Also, i don't want to know if you've read it or if your going to reply.

don't read this

It's real

don't read this

- "you drive me nuts"

- "is that okay?"

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two different people, in two different worlds.

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i've lost most of my creativity and words.

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4 hours ago i wrote a whole paragraph about how much i hated you and how much you fucked me over.. i came home to it on my screen and accidently deleted it. i guess it wasnt that important. I hate you anyways, and you screwed my life over. You're someone you said you would never be. Go fuck yourself you asshole. You lied to me, you cheated me and most of all you disrespected your own fucking daughter. FUCK YOU


- im drunk and i've never hated you this much

don't read this

"you just have to see her"

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my hands are shaking, my body is quivering.. your eyes are locked on mine.

" it's fall. idk, do ppl fall in love in the fall? "

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Be careful of the curse that falls on young lovers
Starts so soft and sweet and turns them to hunters

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i've lost myself in you; the way you'll lose yourself in me.

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i can make your heart beat short.
i can be the source you crave.
chocolate flavor love theme,
treat the treats you so mean .

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My guilty pleasure I ain't goin no where
Baby long as you're here
I’ll be floatin on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare

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i miss your kisses

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"freezing out here! where a jacket"
"i can't get over how cold it is right now"
"i know, winter is coming"
"it's so pretty but i hate how cold it gets"
"Fall is my favorite season so thats exciting that its next week"
"Me to, the trees are so pretty"
"Yes, and the sound of the leaves onthe ground"
"yes, and the smell"

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I used to wanna feel your summer sweat
seeping right into my eyes
I used to wanna feel your body quake when I sink my teeth into your thighs
Not even Hell could be hotter than you right now

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My head is lead, I don't ever wanna go to bed.
Your hair is on fire.
You snuff the blaze, turn to vapor then you float away.
We got into a bad fight.

Laid her on the bed.

don't read this

you're wasting time we might just have.

stop doing the right thing all the time.

don't read this

The other day i recived an apology letter from a girl i use to like. She mentioned how she was sorry she couldn't be a better friend. It just sucks cause i could have liked her so much and treated her so well, but if he makes her happy - than good for the both of them, it's an amazing thing.

Less than 5 days and a part of me is loosing it. A part of me is excited to see what happens when we're harly close to each other and what we could make of it. The fall will be good though. The smell, and the oranges and the greens and yellows and the pumpkins. Especially the pumpkins. Reviewing my summer, i wouldn't regret a thing i did. Not a minute i spent would i regret. Everything happen for the best and it was a relief. Let loose. Let your real side out because really, you are only young once. Do what you've always wanted to. Do what you always wished to do. Dream of me.

School is pretty much here, this is there life snaps back into action. "Think serious now.. you can't get anywhere in life if you rock and roll forever kid." Don't you wish.

Wishing shouldnt even be fucking legal. What is a wish even? Like.. you really don't get the actual wish. Or do you? Does yout heart just pretend it doesnt even happen. Does your brain manipulate itself into thinking the wish didnt even come true. What the fuck right?

So what, i actually like the sight of two girls making out. Don't lie and tell me it disturbs you because thats a filthy fucking lie you bitch. It's not about the fact that it's two woman. Think about how pure the sight of that is. It's innocent and formal. SO real. More real than an abusive boyfriend. Just saying though.

Im rambling, im high, im motivated, im drinking tea. It's a lovely early wednesday morning. I knew the thoughts came out after 1am. And for once, im not blogging about your selfish face and amazing bitchy personality.