The other day i recived an apology letter from a girl i use to like. She mentioned how she was sorry she couldn't be a better friend. It just sucks cause i could have liked her so much and treated her so well, but if he makes her happy - than good for the both of them, it's an amazing thing.
Less than 5 days and a part of me is loosing it. A part of me is excited to see what happens when we're harly close to each other and what we could make of it. The fall will be good though. The smell, and the oranges and the greens and yellows and the pumpkins. Especially the pumpkins. Reviewing my summer, i wouldn't regret a thing i did. Not a minute i spent would i regret. Everything happen for the best and it was a relief. Let loose. Let your real side out because really, you are only young once. Do what you've always wanted to. Do what you always wished to do. Dream of me.
School is pretty much here, this is there life snaps back into action. "Think serious now.. you can't get anywhere in life if you rock and roll forever kid." Don't you wish.
Wishing shouldnt even be fucking legal. What is a wish even? Like.. you really don't get the actual wish. Or do you? Does yout heart just pretend it doesnt even happen. Does your brain manipulate itself into thinking the wish didnt even come true. What the fuck right?
So what, i actually like the sight of two girls making out. Don't lie and tell me it disturbs you because thats a filthy fucking lie you bitch. It's not about the fact that it's two woman. Think about how pure the sight of that is. It's innocent and formal. SO real. More real than an abusive boyfriend. Just saying though.
Im rambling, im high, im motivated, im drinking tea. It's a lovely early wednesday morning. I knew the thoughts came out after 1am. And for once, im not blogging about your selfish face and amazing bitchy personality.
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